Up.

So it's approximately 7:02 as I am typing this. I'm not exactly sure what I'm going to write about but I do know that I want to write something and just get it out. I won't use this post as my personal diary but I need to write, something anything. I still haven't thought of a topic yet even though I've been writing for about 2 minutes now. I remember in HS a teacher gave us an assignment and told us to just write for about 10 minutes about whatever you want to write even if you don't have a topic. Just write about whatever you are thinking about inside. She called it stream of consciousness writing or something like that, so I'm going to try it out again. She said don't erase and don't try to correct your mistakes either just keep going. I want to write about a lot of things but I'm sure how appropriate they might be or if I even want to share them with the world. But this helps somewhat. Right now my mother is up in the kitchen banging cupboards together driving me crazy and talking to herself. Ehhh I don't know. I've been in and out of sleep for the past 9hrs. Idk what's wrong with me I can't seem to sleep straight through the night to save my life no matter how hard I try. I guess I'm going through a lot of stress right now and I don't even realize it. I tend to push things to the back of my mind until it becomes full to capacity and I explode. hmmph. Maybe I'll try going to sleep again. But my back hurts so bad that it probably takes the most time trying to find a comfortable enough spot to fall asleep in. But I'll try anyway. Right after I write this last sentence. I've been writing for 10minutes now. I'm done



I'm concentrating on staying healthy, having peace, being happy, remembering what is important, taking in nature and animals, spending time reading, trying to understand the universe, where science and the spiritual meet.
Joan Jett