the truth is...

I was in the process of writing another post but somehow found myself on Myspace, please don't question why, and I found one of my old pieces. I wrote this back in 2008 but 99% of that list still stands true. Well, LoL, here it is.



the truth is...

i'm crazy
i'm sensitive
i'm shy
i write poetry
i love love songs
i wanna get married
i want at least 2 kids
my fav color is green
i'm a jealous person
i almost had you
i like painting my nails bright colors
i love singing
i hate singing in public
i'm not scared of lions and tigers and bears
but i'm scared of loving you
sometimes i miss my dad (but not very often)
sometimes i cry and i don't know why
i like red apples
i love the red and yellow ones better
lucky charms is my fav cereal
i love to watch the sun set
i like taking long walks
i wanna be in love
i like being alone
i hate rodents
i can't stop
sometimes i wish he would come back to me
i'm always indecisive
i procrastinate a lot
sometimes i wish i had magical powers
i'm uncomfortable about telling people my weight
i should have never cut my hair
i want to be happy
i love chocolate ice cream
i love nickeisha's baked macaroni and fried chicken
i'm lactose intollerant
sometimes i just don't care
i'm sorry
i wanna be rich when i grow up
i don't like public speaking
sometimes i wish i could rewind time
i listen to my music loud so that i can block out the world
i like the way my eyes and hair look in the sun
sometimes i just wanna punch people in the face
stupid people annoy me
common sense isn't very common
when i was younger i wish i had a twin sister
i like pink cotton candy and fried chicken
i love going to the pool
i almost drowned when i was younger
i wish i had a car
i still don't have my driver's license
i want to be a teacher
i'm scared of the thunder and lightening
if i had one wish i would wish for a million more
i'm bitter
i take it back...i dont miss my father
i'm not sure how to forgive
i like pepperoni pizza with ham, bacon, and extra cheese
i love oreos
i'm scared of what the future holds
i can't let go
sometimes i rather being single
i'd do almost anything for him
i wish he would wake up
i need help but i won't ever ask for it
i don't smile a lot so people think i'm a bitch
i don't smile a lot because my smile is crooked
i cover my mouth when i laugh because i have a gap
i don't watch a lot of tv anymore
i gained 10 pounds my freshman year
i was aiming for higher
i have a crush on you
i like to cook
i hate cleaning up
i ignore my problems instead of facing them
i'm a little too laid back for my own good
i always give more
i love you more than you'll ever know
i want to end this list but i don't know where or how to stop
i keep coming up with new things
even if i stopped now i would eventually come back and add another line
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the truth is....